when one is not interested in oneself
I am most sad and mad (at the same time) with a friend who just discovered she got cancer. Mastectomy done and 10 lymph nodes removed. Well, she would go through all the extremes (in effort and money) to counter and live longer but put her head to great stress and gets angry at many little things.
Hold on, I shouldn’t be mad …. I am at peace… peace.
A simple solution that is proven to help others in her same condition was brushed off. All that is required is a little change in lifestyle and she wouldn’t do it. Well it was the change that was very difficult.
Simple explanation – cancer cells feed on sugar, loves mucous environment, hated oxygen and multiply speedily at a temperature of 35 degrees C. The aim is to make their life hell in your body and they die faster than ever.
So how do you raise your body temperature? That is the change she is not willing to take. Nevertheless, I will continue to give her the moral support needed, but I will stop short at being her emotional punchbag.
I thank God for giving me this (mind) openness and the ability to embrace change. Share the goodness of life in this land of abundance and gratitude ’shukor nescaya Tuhan akan tambah’.
First dissapointment but I am spurred. Last night was ‘education nite’ but none of the 37 girls I invited, came.
May God bless Us!
Amin
